Love to make me hurt Chapter 2

Chapter 2: Just another Night Alone

It hurts Izaya Kun...It hurts....the blood it won't stop....where are you when I need you the most....

-Kida-Kun

Kida had managed to just barely get to the school gates before the second bell rang. He booked it up the stairs into the building. Well more of Mikado was dragging him into the building. He knew he was was already going to be late so he didn't bother to stop it. He shivered, and stopped at the door panting, his body was hurting again. But he didn't care, he knew he would have to later. He pushed the door open and snuck into the back of the classroom near the window where the teacher wouldn't look. He would have though Masaomi was here the whole time. "Mikado sit down...you and Masaomi are late...one more disturbance and you will be cleaning the classroom after school..." Mikado seemed to nod and sat down, Kida was just staring out the window scribbling on his notebook. He felt sick to his stomach, not that he was sure why. His body was just against him now,and he needed to get some rest or so he thought.

"Um excuse me may I go to the bathroom..." Kida got up, holding his stomach before he looked at the teacher. The teacher nodded, and was going to say something about be back quickly but Kida was already gone. He stopped and leaned against the wall in the bathroom, his chest hurt and he was struggling to keep awake. For some reason his vision kept blurring could it have been when he bumped into the person earlier. He remembered his arm hurting a little bit after that. "Kida....Kun...?" He could heard Mikado's voice or at least he thought it was Mikado's voice. 'Ugh why did he come here...' the bathroom door opened, well the one to where Kida was hiding. Mikado leaned down touching Kida's forehead.

"You don't look so good, and you feel like you have a fever...come on let's go the nurse..." Kida's eyes widened as he shoved Mikado out of the way a knife coming down and digging itself into Kida's shoulder. "I knew it what do you want...why are you here...Mikado run find Izaya..." Kida pushed himself up the wall and kicked the person against the wall before he shoved Mikado out of the bathroom. Kida moved and raced out of the bathroom as well, he was being chased. The kid took the running leap out of the window, he didn't wish to have to deal with this but it was what his life was. Not that he would get away from it, nor would Mikado find Izaya. He moved to where he was at a dead end it seemed. "Come on...." He waited for the person to come closer, the wound on his side hurt, he winced but ignored it. The look on his face it was hard to tell that he was in pain, it was better if no one knew about that.

The man rounded the corner and he kicked the man throwing him into the wall, his head cracked against it, and well as Kida limped away he just couldn't bring himself to look back. He hadn't meant to kill anyone, but had he actually hurt someone or killed them. Maybe he hadn't he wouldn't look back to find out. Though he hadn't because the person had gotten up a few hours later and just walked away like nothing had happened. "Mikado...." Kida was sitting back at the desk like nothing had happened when Mikado had walked back in. The boy was in pain, he was just way to tired, but Kida would not show that to anyone, he didn't want to. "Kida are you alright?" Mikado slipped the note to Kida when the teacher wasn't looking.

"Yea I'm fine..." He scribbled quickly on the paper with one of those big smile face things on the end of it. He was fine even though he was a bit exhausted and his stomach hurt, he had bandaged the wounds to at least make sure they didn't bleed anymore. Or so that no one actually noticed, he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. He would sneak a peek since well it wasn't like the teacher was paying much attention. It was Izaya, he read the message carefully. "Kid-kun you alright?" That was all it was, no mention of last night or how he might be hurt, there was just a question and when he responded with fine, the phone went off a second later. "Meet me at the Sushi place in Ikeburo tonight...I want to talk to you..." and that was it, he didn't care much though but he closed his phone and put it away.

He smiled at Mikado, but his mind was against him now it wanted to just rest and yet here he was being so stubborn that even his own soul didn't want him to relax. "Are you sure Kida-kun....you look tired...." He knew that Mikado could read him better then anyone else. He was tired, and he just kinda scribbled that he was tired on the paper, and leaned down to close his eyes. "You should rest when you get home....you need it..." He just shook his head and waited as the teacher passed out there homework. He got up when the bell rang and walked out, he wanted to get out of here. "Wait Kida-Kun!" He stopped using his hand to steady himself, he wouldn't show any weakness around Mikado and the others.

No he had to act cheerful, if he didn't do that well that was his own stupidity wasn't it. "What's up Mikado?" He was asking like he always did there was no way to tell anything was wrong with him or so he hoped. But right now it wasn't that easy to at least decide on all of this. "Are you busy tomorrow....?" He had to wonder what his friend wanted, but they were friends so he would go with him. Depending on what it was, he didn't want to make enemies again, but he did it all the time. "Um not that I know of why what's up?" He knew it had to do with hanging out probably it happened a lot plus they always liked to do that. "Well I figured you would want to go hang out again....we havent' done that for awhile..." Kida just nodded, before he looked to the school gate, Izaya was standing there. He moved to walk past him, feeling Izaya's hand brush against his. '....he had to do that >////<...' Kida was keeping his composure but how long would that last with how this was happening. He walked with Mikado laughing as if nothing had happened, they were talking about school. The incident in the bathroom seemed to be forgotten it was like they had other things on their minds. Though no one would voice that.

They didn't want to, he knew that. "So where are we going tomorrow...there was a new game store I wanted to check out..." Kida was just making suggestions since well he knew Mikado was not one for picking things, nor had he actually ever been. "We could go there didn't they have that new game you were talking about...they should have gotten it yesterday..." Mikado knew somethings and plus Kida had been talking about it for the longest time, he had even gotten distracted and talked about it with Izaya. He wondered why the older male wanted him to go to the sushi place. "Well I better go home got my homework to finish..." He waved to Mikado and moved into his house, there was a note on the door, it was from his house-keeper. She wanted to see his test, which he didn't know if he wanted to show to her.

Not that he had failed though, he had gotten better, and he wanted to at least deal with that again. "Izaya..." He removed his shirt, to change the bandages as much as the wound hurt and it was hard to do alone. They were at least tight enough to prevent further damage." now I guess I have to wait..." He sighed and sat down on the couch, the boy had finished most of his homework but he just tossed the rest of it aside. It was getting dark, he might as well get going before it got any later now.

He walked towards the sushi place, avoiding anyone he knew it was too late and half of them if they saw him out here they would have something to say about it. He sat down in the booth he usually shared with Izaya, he curled up in the seat and closed his eyes. He didn't even open them when he felt the seat shift, he felt a a hand on his forehead. "You shouldn't have come out here if you are sick you'll get worse..."he didn't want to worry about it but he was tired. "I'm fine Izaya what took you so long..." The blonde looked up, he was in pain and maybe a few others things, Izaya could probably read him better then most. "Sure you are kid..." He took off his jacket putting it around Kida who rested his head on Izaya's shoulder. "so tired...Izaya it hurts...." Kida lifted his hand to the wound, it was bleeding through the bandages. His vision blurred as he kept close to Izaya, the noises around him just kept getting louder. Izaya cussed under his breathe, he didn't have time to fight with Shizuo and them now.

He picked Kida up, not caring that there was blood where Kida had been sitting. "Time to go kid hold on tight..." He moved out the back, where a bike was. He hot wired that bike and put Kida down first. He sat behind the boy, and started to drive away, he would have to move fast wouldn't he. "They won't find us...but you can't go home right now...if they find out where you live and who you are they'll never leave you alone..." Izaya usually acted so cold, maybe it was just in his nature. Kida snuggled closer to Izaya, making sure he didn't fall off. His eyes were unfocused, slightly glazed over. The wound was really hurting but as his breathing slowed, he knew that his last moments were spent with the one he wanted to die with. "Sorry...Izaya kun....can't keep awake..." There might have just been a flicker of worry on Izaya's face as Kida's eyes closed. That was not a good sign. "Shit gotta hurry..."

Author notes: Well this one ended on a said, somewhat suspenseful note, some of the grammar might be bleh. It's two in the morning and I couldn't sleep. Will Kida survive? Read and find out I suppose. 8D